20.5.04
Nationals finally over. PHEW. It was a seemingly long and tedious journey. I'm so glad it's over. It was definitely a good experience gained, and in the process, great friends made. Love my teammates. We rock really. :) Really amazing feeling of team spirit. :)
I'm drained. I'm looking no better than an old hag. There's tons of work to do but I'm used to slacking cos I havent been attending lessons and doing tutorials for the whole of this week. :) Feel like ponning school tomorrow cos I really need a break. But then again, there's Chem prac, and I dont wanna screw up my SPA ever again. So yes, it's the only reason why I'll be dragging myself out of bed in the early morning tmr. Let's pray that Zhenyang doesnt force me do to pw during free period tmr. If he does, I'll box the daylight outta him.
I want to sleep. -__-
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18.5.04
I feel like a hypocrite. I talked to her like we're the bestest friends ever, but in actual fact, I'm robbing her of her happiness, her loved one. It's a betrayal of her trust in me, and the friendship between us. Couldnt talk to her any longer because I felt so awfully bad so I signed out to avoid the problem. Great. All's fair in love and war. Yeah right.
Hope you arent losing any more sleep over your troubles. Hope you dont regret any decisions you make. I'm sorry I cant do anything to help, the most I can do is ask Gf to comfort you, since I cant. I'm in no position to give advice so the most I can do is offer a listening ear. Hope to see you smiling again. Remember that after the shower, it's a whole brand new life that awaits you. :)
Perplexed at the complexity of human relationships. It's intriguing.
Day two of nationals tomorrow. Playing doubles. Shall pray hard that I dont drag my teammate down. Hope she's in a good mood, the poor girl's always so upset during bowling. May tomorrow be a happy day for all of us. Sigh.
June hols. June hols. June hols....
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